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الخميس، 17 يونيو 2010




this one was on my other privet blog (hawa) and I post it here for a request from a friend


hi everyone =)
Today is only a mumble here and there
some thought and thinking
I guess lake of sleep do that ^_^!
so let's start





''you never meant to be one , you excite to be one for people like us ''
I couldn't help but to notice the ringing sound in my head after I read those words
to tell you the truth
it didn't bother me a lot
I mean I'm human and have feeling + I'm a girl
so it did hit something so sensitive in me
but in the same time and that show you how weirdo I'm
it make me smile when I first read it
I take as a compliment for me
maybe I cause I have fun on 'the game' ?
or maybe cause I already know whatever happen to me
and what Allah (god) do is always the best ?
or maybe both ??




"The best thing I can do to my friend
is -simply- be his her friend
I can't help her with everything
but if she know I'm happy to loved by her
she won't ask for another reword ''








with every experiments I go thought
I stop and
Pondered them
and remember all the fear and all
The strength courage and confidence I gain
that moment I tell myself :
"I lived through all this nightmare
so I can pass the next one alive"
after all we don't do what we don't believe we can do
am I right ?




how is our inside look ?
I know how mine look like
and I like to see others
are everyone scary as they said ??
few days ago I keep meeting new people
and I like having friends and see how people live their life
I reach a point that I thought that some people are the oddest
then fact keep hitting me that everyone live here
some of you told me it's might be a big lie
and even our feeling we thought we have is .. a lie
but if we think about it again
everyone hide something
the simple thing when you smile even when you want to cry and scream inside

a good friend told me once :


"I smile because even if it is sad, it is better than not doing so at allI have someone that will always make me smile, and it will always be that way. So I just think of them when I gets to be too hard."

First thing I thought was WOW this person is SO LIKE ME * big hug *
and I like it ..
I like knowing people like me or even different
it's not a 'big ego' it just I like who act like me more
and in the same time can't help but worried
I'm not easy person and so they are
for now all what I'll think about is how to enjoy myself , be good friend , help people as much as I can and wounder a lot of questions YOU plant in my head






the meaning is the white Lion
and I guess I kind figured how to enjoy the 'SUN'

and to tell the truth
you are my dear friends are the most adorable thing in the world
I feel like I want to steal you and hide you in my candy box
but then I have to take the other witch I don't mind
but the only problem here
someone don't want to share <.<
get the hint yet darling ;)




I guess this is for today
the rest will soon



off to do Rainbow cupcake for my niece and nephew =)
hope your day will be full of as colorful as the RAINBOW


to someone that know who this 'person' is :I know your glaring at me but heeey I do like colors <.<





الاثنين، 14 يونيو 2010


قطعة من الورق امتلأت بالحروف والكلمات
عناوين ....
أسماء....
معادلات ....
قصائد....
حكايات الأعاصير ..
إستكانات غطت كل المسامات ....
ورقة ,
إغتسلت بأنهار العشق وأزالت عنها غبار الماضي
لأبقى تجربة شعرية لم تنتهي ...


I saw her dying...
I hurry to water her ...
she grow, then toke my hands

I'm living the worse
cause I know that fake
I never find it again
and this how it end

السبت، 5 يونيو 2010


ها قد عادت أوراقي حتى الموبوئة منها ..
عبثا حاولت ...
فالجثة كانت تتفسخ كيفما أردت إصلاحها ...

الأحد، 23 مايو 2010

حذاء صغير
قهقه
بسمة
بكاء
عين ناعسة
ماما ....


أ ريد أن أسمع هذه الكلمة بشده
أظل أراقب نظرات غيرهم البريئة
ودموع عيني على شفا أهدابي
وسؤال يتردد في داخلي
وأنا ؟
لأسمع صدى سؤالي يعود لي

لا إجابه

وقفة :
صوت الريح يملاْ المكان
عوضا عن صوت الضحكة و وقع أقدام ...



الجمعة، 21 مايو 2010

شاهد الأب طفلته تتأمل النجوم في الحديقة

فسألها : ماذا تفكرين ؟؟
أجابت
:
كنت أفكر إذا كان الجانب المواجه لنا من صفحة السماء بهذا الجمال
فكيف هو الجانب المواجه لله ؟!


نتائج دراسة 20 ساعة متواصلة !
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الاثنين، 3 مايو 2010

Ok here we are here .... again

the day had gone and a lot of thing happen

I won't comment on it

I know I know .. I said I'll post it later but after what happen today
I guess it rather be secret ...

thanks for everyone who was there for me :)

btw

what happen Twice
can happen again and again and again
there is no such thing as I won't do it again
just to let you know


Ja-na everyone <3